you know dad

You know dad! i miss u... i really really miss u
I want to see you, mom, and brothers as before.
dad, could i cried? crying in your hug and hear you talking to me "i'm here with you and will never leave you again"

You know dad! More and more, your shadow is faint in my mind. I'm affraid if i can't remember you.
Where are you dad?

You know dad! Now, I've been adult. Many things come  in my live. I need you dad, I need your direction. I dont want to lost dad.